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What happens to the poverty stricken mute of a girl who can't read or write, how does she say those three words to him?

What happens to those that walk with us but cannot be seen, those that once lived?

What happens to the boy that was left behind, the boy that is stuck in the past?

What happens to the people that did not witness the rainbow those three nights?

What happens to the kid that sits there staring at fireworks every new year next to the tombstone?

What happens to the woman that can not remember the best day of her life?

What happens to the Priest that constantly hears the screams of the people he misled?

What happens to the kid that takes refuge in the dark, buried in his own guilt and sorrow?

What happens to you when you look deep into your eyes in the mirror?

What happens to the last words you uttered to them?

What happens to the promises they made, that was their last?

What happens to the old man that sits on the park bench alone but is really sitting amongst his demons?
What happens to the person that can see that?

What happens to the fire-fighter that is afraid of the dark?

What happens to the old woman that says the after life is a life of hurt and unrest.

What happens to the kid that witnesses himself commiting suicide?

What happens to me when I imagine someone death and the person looks like me?

What happens? What happens?

Based on my thoughts, experiences and nightmares

#np Drake's The Resistance

Lets Face it, I'm the Blessed one here... :P

When I stare at your Afro, your big beautiful eyes and your large heart....

I cant help but think, I am so lucky to have you...

When I listen to your conversations on matters of the head and of the heart...

I cant help but think, I am so lucky to have you.

I had no idea I would fall for you, but I was completely blown away when you told me you had fallen for me.

It's been so hard to accept that you love me....

So I am still positive that I'm so lucky to have you.

I wont say Im the best there is and I know I dont deserve you.

But I promise you this, from the bottom of my heart.

I will be whatever you need, to the best of my capability

and I will go the extra mile to be your girl

Because you have already given me the key...

To unlock the seemingly hidden

To break all the barriers

To heal the wounds

To mend your heart.....

And to show you how much love you deserve because you are who you are to me....

So quit being an Idiot and Accept the truth...

I am blessed to have you boo...

D.E.E.

I Can't Hear You

So I'm in class, in my little corner, ears plugged, in my own world, something just made me laugh actually.
They are all huddled together, having a class, practicals I suppose and he touched her bare knee and what did he do after that? He glanced at me in the dark (power cut *Kanye Shrug* go figure LOL) and saw the light from my laptop shine on my face from underneath making me look a bit menacing, like how we put the torch light underneath our faces to make us look really scary, when he noticed I was smiling, he knew I had seen what had just happened and then he respected himself.
There's just something about not being able to hear or say shit that makes you see more, I'm usually like that when I'm in an unfamiliar area around such people, some people tag me an "The uncool kid" (pun intended), a snob, a loner, anti-social and shit, but I really don't give a fuck because whatever I do people will still judge me, whether I smoke hash, drink, party, save the world, whatever, this is related to the main point of "Kodak Moment".
So if I'm gonna be judged when I'm alive by people who are not in such a position to and then die and be judged AGAIN?! FUCK IT! I'm gonna do me and do what I want to do when I want to do it, I can say that because I've been raised as a responsible kid and besides being me is the only thing I know how to do, and it so happens to fuel the really great things about me that a few people are beginning to notice and fully appreciate.
As for that dude, its all good, I saw it wasn't intentional.

#np The Cool Kids' Birthdays 

The Lost Gardens of Heligan

Now don't lie, you know you would run if you came across it.... They are beautiful aren't they???

The FUTURE IS HERE !!!

This is a personal Video I feel You should all see.... Its a beautiful, inspirational song that should open your eyes to see what we have to do in order to move NIGERIA in our own little way.
You see NIGERIA is not moving because we have not personalised NIGERIA'S Progress.
Once you start to live, not as a NIGERIAN, but as NIGERIA, It becomes a less arduous task.
When we love NIGERIA like we love our loved ones, friends and family, We can effortlessly make Nigeria better because of our Love.

 

YouTube - TY Bello - The Future Official Video (We are Nigeria)

...... The dilemmas of a free spirited teenager.....

Im lost..... even the ideas of a blog make me almost nauseated....

Scars

Yes, I like her, the feeling is coming back again. I must admit, I did miss it, someone to think about, to miss, someone to call. It makes me realise how much of a loner I can be atimes.

So NoHomosapien what would you say about her?

I believe that her true self contrdicts her exterior, she's very soft, oh so soft, fragile, harmless, she reminds me of myself, its terrible that somone so harmless has been harmed so many times, like me.
I also believe that one of the things that I find attractive about her is her scars. There's something about me and scars, they seem to make someone more of a human, makes you realise that you aren't perfect and it doesn't have to be physical, when I look at her? I just want to take care of her and make her feel good about herself for the right reasons, not for the reasons she used to. I don't see her like most people do, I just don't, someone so happy and joyful, has so much pain trapped deep in her eyes, don't get me wrong, its not about pity, she's strong enough to hold her own, but trusting enough to let me in. We might be dead opposites, but when it comes to a personal level? We are one and the same.
She hasn't really understood that I can see these things, and  I've been through them, being insecure is mind crippling, its something I've been fighting and fighting with, its hard to keep it down when some random girl laughs at you and says, "Jennifer are you seeing what I'm seeing?"
I understand these things. I've been treated like I have a problem, so I end up swearing a lot, keeping to myself, working hard towards my goals so I can feel a lot better about myself.
I just don't want her to feel good off something that she shouldn't be, because getting attention is intoxicating.
I'm still not sure about what she thinks about me, I feel like she's not one to say such but still she inspires me in some way.

Inspired by Chris Brown's "Beautiful People"

#NP Drake's "Paris Morton Music"