Scars

Yes, I like her, the feeling is coming back again. I must admit, I did miss it, someone to think about, to miss, someone to call. It makes me realise how much of a loner I can be atimes.

So NoHomosapien what would you say about her?

I believe that her true self contrdicts her exterior, she's very soft, oh so soft, fragile, harmless, she reminds me of myself, its terrible that somone so harmless has been harmed so many times, like me.
I also believe that one of the things that I find attractive about her is her scars. There's something about me and scars, they seem to make someone more of a human, makes you realise that you aren't perfect and it doesn't have to be physical, when I look at her? I just want to take care of her and make her feel good about herself for the right reasons, not for the reasons she used to. I don't see her like most people do, I just don't, someone so happy and joyful, has so much pain trapped deep in her eyes, don't get me wrong, its not about pity, she's strong enough to hold her own, but trusting enough to let me in. We might be dead opposites, but when it comes to a personal level? We are one and the same.
She hasn't really understood that I can see these things, and  I've been through them, being insecure is mind crippling, its something I've been fighting and fighting with, its hard to keep it down when some random girl laughs at you and says, "Jennifer are you seeing what I'm seeing?"
I understand these things. I've been treated like I have a problem, so I end up swearing a lot, keeping to myself, working hard towards my goals so I can feel a lot better about myself.
I just don't want her to feel good off something that she shouldn't be, because getting attention is intoxicating.
I'm still not sure about what she thinks about me, I feel like she's not one to say such but still she inspires me in some way.

Inspired by Chris Brown's "Beautiful People"

#NP Drake's "Paris Morton Music"