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Saturday, April 2, 2011
Friday, April 1, 2011
Treading on Fire and Ice with feet that feel....
Is what I do sometimes... It may be painful, it may be sweet
But the best part is the memory of the feelings....
and the lessons learnt !!
But the best part is the memory of the feelings....
and the lessons learnt !!
No Edits
I'm gonna freestyle this one, no edits, no second looks, no correction, nothing, fuck it.
So 'Rey you have hurt 3 girls within 3 weeks what's wrong with you now? what have you become, I know what is going on it has been taking my life and basically throwing it up and down but its a tough thing to deal with, failure, even when you succeeded, you took it out on J, u took out on chinelo and you done the same thing with uche, I know you're a good kid but you can't let failure bring you down, I know its your life hanging but there are people that really care and love you, and you've just been hurting them, I mean look at J, u guys have been friends for over 8 years, you guys dated at first and we don't know what happened after that then you recently asked her inappropriate questions about that time, who gives a fuck about who she was with, she's with you now! and she has always supported u, think about your really bad times, bad break ups.
Now there's Uche, why did you have to do that ehn? I dunno what to do now, I'm onlyy writing this because I feel something in the pit of my stomach thats making me feel very weak and I there are so many things going round my mind, I just have to let it out, and i didn't want to put this on the internet but i know she'll read this.
Let me be honest here, yes it was directed at you and only you, I mean you've been talking to me about God and stuff and not swearing and all but your whole persona contradicts it, and then I saw u leave wt dapo, dt jst sealed it, I am soooo not judgemental but for goodness sake be real with me what are you about are u straight laced or not!? look you would be surprised at how ashamed and upset i am and i swear im not gonna stop until I get everyfng bk to d way it was yesterday. and yes I'm beginning to like you, can u imagine, i came to to this place to learn what i wanted to and bail. i remember telling peter that something was telling me that something like this will happen, i really didn't want this. or i dunno maybe its good that ds happened because its just sealed it for me... i like u.. i understand if u aren't gonna talk to me but im nt gonna stop until we get bak to where we were even if i have to make a scene in that place i swear i will........uche, it hurts that i said that, bearly knowing you, but i really hope u understand wr im coming. I was so angry when i was typing that because d person that i thought i wd learn something moral from is doing some ish, look i dunno i probably gona post this and never look at it again, my weekend is gonna be unbearable and don't think for a second that i won't fight to be heared or to have a chance to properly apologise to you face-to-face.... uche im sorry, im not like the others and u know that i just want u to be real with me.... and iv never said anything about you to anybody in that place to be honest d only people i like are peter and patrick, well ive known peter for over 6 years but patrick is very ok.... well 3.... u. cos u see even though i have mixed feelings about you/ one thing cannot be denied u r a good person, im sorry uche, im so sorry
So 'Rey you have hurt 3 girls within 3 weeks what's wrong with you now? what have you become, I know what is going on it has been taking my life and basically throwing it up and down but its a tough thing to deal with, failure, even when you succeeded, you took it out on J, u took out on chinelo and you done the same thing with uche, I know you're a good kid but you can't let failure bring you down, I know its your life hanging but there are people that really care and love you, and you've just been hurting them, I mean look at J, u guys have been friends for over 8 years, you guys dated at first and we don't know what happened after that then you recently asked her inappropriate questions about that time, who gives a fuck about who she was with, she's with you now! and she has always supported u, think about your really bad times, bad break ups.
Now there's Uche, why did you have to do that ehn? I dunno what to do now, I'm onlyy writing this because I feel something in the pit of my stomach thats making me feel very weak and I there are so many things going round my mind, I just have to let it out, and i didn't want to put this on the internet but i know she'll read this.
Let me be honest here, yes it was directed at you and only you, I mean you've been talking to me about God and stuff and not swearing and all but your whole persona contradicts it, and then I saw u leave wt dapo, dt jst sealed it, I am soooo not judgemental but for goodness sake be real with me what are you about are u straight laced or not!? look you would be surprised at how ashamed and upset i am and i swear im not gonna stop until I get everyfng bk to d way it was yesterday. and yes I'm beginning to like you, can u imagine, i came to to this place to learn what i wanted to and bail. i remember telling peter that something was telling me that something like this will happen, i really didn't want this. or i dunno maybe its good that ds happened because its just sealed it for me... i like u.. i understand if u aren't gonna talk to me but im nt gonna stop until we get bak to where we were even if i have to make a scene in that place i swear i will........uche, it hurts that i said that, bearly knowing you, but i really hope u understand wr im coming. I was so angry when i was typing that because d person that i thought i wd learn something moral from is doing some ish, look i dunno i probably gona post this and never look at it again, my weekend is gonna be unbearable and don't think for a second that i won't fight to be heared or to have a chance to properly apologise to you face-to-face.... uche im sorry, im not like the others and u know that i just want u to be real with me.... and iv never said anything about you to anybody in that place to be honest d only people i like are peter and patrick, well ive known peter for over 6 years but patrick is very ok.... well 3.... u. cos u see even though i have mixed feelings about you/ one thing cannot be denied u r a good person, im sorry uche, im so sorry
......THE DILEMMAS OF A FREE SPIRITED TEENAGER......
.....THE DILEMMAS OF A FREE SPIRITED TEENAGER PART 3.....
FIRE
Oh wow... When I think about Fire I dont even know what to say.....
I'm filled with the craziest mix of feelings!!!.... He has so much energy and so much vitality....
His mind is so alive and so active, its inspiring....
And His facial expressions and body language are both amusing and compelling.... His personality intoxicates me.
He isn't the kinda guy you like for his physical attributes....(He is Dead cute by the way )..... but his character has a uniqueness that is so attractive, its almost magnetic.
I don't know him a lot, but I definitely know enough to see that I wanna know more about this mysterious and absolutely adorable individual :)
FIRE
Oh wow... When I think about Fire I dont even know what to say.....
I'm filled with the craziest mix of feelings!!!.... He has so much energy and so much vitality....
His mind is so alive and so active, its inspiring....
And His facial expressions and body language are both amusing and compelling.... His personality intoxicates me.
He isn't the kinda guy you like for his physical attributes....(He is Dead cute by the way )..... but his character has a uniqueness that is so attractive, its almost magnetic.
I don't know him a lot, but I definitely know enough to see that I wanna know more about this mysterious and absolutely adorable individual :)
......THE DILEMMAS OF A FREE SPIRITED TEENAGER......
......THE DILEMMAS OF A FREE SPIRITED TEENAGER PART 2......
WHIRLWIND......
Geez that boy is the sweetest thing since Chocolate!! And I think he may be the one I have fallen for ultimately. He has got the cutest expressions and a lover's touch. According to him, when he falls for a girl, she knows.
I think he has fallen for me, his expressions, words, body language and smiles say he's hooked on me....
But I can almost swear that I see a different thing sometimes in his eyes... Its like he wants me to believe he likes me, so that he can get to do stuff with me. He's always so touchy touchy and the PDA is destructive...
I know a part of me has fallen for his charm, but the other is desperately trying to pick it up. Its a lot of mixed emotions with him... cuz for one , a lot of girls are on his P... even some shameless babe sent him pictures of her naked boobs (N)... That he still has it gives me the hugest doubts.
But I know one thing.... when I see him, my heart does a little somersault and he makes me look back at him whenever he leaves a room.
......THE DILEMMAS OF A FREE SPIRITED TEENAGER......
Its hard for me to accept the notion that I am "HOT" ..... And its also a lot of work dealing with guys who are simultaneously intensely attracted to me without hurting anyone's ego....
Its a real bummer, having to deal with myself when I found out that I happen to like more than one of them.......
But the worst part is having all 3 of them under the same roof with me for 6 hours every weekday !
......THE DILEMMAS OF A FREE SPIRITED TEENAGER PART 1......
I guess U'd think I was infatuated with him, but Im not, He is the most caring, understanding HOT guy Ive met in a while. Usually guys that hot are Jerks and he knocks that impression off my mind with a flash of his Megawatt smile.
I don't really think that I'm pretty enough for him to give a damn about me, but the way he treats me is wonderful!! Guarded, cautious, not wanting to step on the wrong pedals, plus he is Funny and has never asked me to Kiss him despite the fact that he has told me he wants me. I like him too, but I still am not sure he likes me as much as he says he does, so I am cautious with him.
But I tell you if that guy's body touches mine in any intimate way.. (hug included) I will melt like butter in heat !!!
Its a real bummer, having to deal with myself when I found out that I happen to like more than one of them.......
But the worst part is having all 3 of them under the same roof with me for 6 hours every weekday !
......THE DILEMMAS OF A FREE SPIRITED TEENAGER PART 1......
EARTH....
My goodness His body is HAWWWTTTTT!!!!! and HARD if I do say so myself....**chuckle** .... The first thing I noticed about him is that he has the cutest smile... and those teeth.....gorgeous!!I guess U'd think I was infatuated with him, but Im not, He is the most caring, understanding HOT guy Ive met in a while. Usually guys that hot are Jerks and he knocks that impression off my mind with a flash of his Megawatt smile.
I don't really think that I'm pretty enough for him to give a damn about me, but the way he treats me is wonderful!! Guarded, cautious, not wanting to step on the wrong pedals, plus he is Funny and has never asked me to Kiss him despite the fact that he has told me he wants me. I like him too, but I still am not sure he likes me as much as he says he does, so I am cautious with him.
But I tell you if that guy's body touches mine in any intimate way.. (hug included) I will melt like butter in heat !!!
The Dirty Flower
You are so funny, I wonder if you knew I could see through your bullshit? You can fool NoHomosapien but not me, because he is the hopeless romantic and I'm far fom that. I mean COME ON! I know girls like you!, you see but the real funny bit is that you really believed you were fooling me, from the bullshit righteous talk, to the bullshit you would whisper in my ear. I always knew you were full of shit, I mean females are just fascinating aren't they? With their various shades and faces and shit, but I have to be honest it was really sexy the way you whispered in my ear seducing me to follow you to the restroom, "come with me" you said.
My problem is, why pretend? If you are a free spirited girl, FINE! BE YOURSELF! CUT THE BULLSHIT TRICK!!! I'm very open-minded and accepting, I certainly wouldn't judge you,
what you are trying to hide WE ALL KNOW.
What WE just DID together along with all that fake shit you were doing before that, will not change the respect & love I have for you and every other female.
#NP Kid CuDi's Soundtrack 2 My Life
My problem is, why pretend? If you are a free spirited girl, FINE! BE YOURSELF! CUT THE BULLSHIT TRICK!!! I'm very open-minded and accepting, I certainly wouldn't judge you,
what you are trying to hide WE ALL KNOW.
What WE just DID together along with all that fake shit you were doing before that, will not change the respect & love I have for you and every other female.
#NP Kid CuDi's Soundtrack 2 My Life
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