Hazy Thoughts

As I take a drag from my blunt and blow ever so slowly into the air, I watch the movement of the smoke, slow and mesmerizing and I am reminded of her. Deville was her name, dark skinned, amazing lips, oh so thick, thighs to die for, but this isn't really about her its about "the day".
Dirty text messages were sent back and forth the previous night, expressing love and need for eachother, I remember her sending me beautiful but revealing pictures of her tagged " lol xoxo (v) :* " I chuckle and smile at the thought, it kept me waiting for the day to arrive faster.
The day finally arrived and I was at her door, very calm indeed. Then what seemed to be a familiar face greeted me, beaming, she screamed my name, the thought still humbles me till this this day, I guess the meaning of my name is true. As I stood there smiling calmly at the amazing creature that never let me forget that she was mine, I thought to myself "how in the world did you get her?". I stared at her face for what seemed like hours, her smile seemed to fascinate me, I continued to stare until I was brought back to what still didn't seem like reality.
After a light conversation and a little boondocks she finally made her way next to me, I was still very calm, well thanks to a certain plant, I motioned to her to lay down, and she did obediently, for once I actually believed she was mine. She layed down gently and rested her pretty head on my thighs, I sat there still staring at this truely gorgeous female studying every inch of her face, while she watched the tele, I still wonder what was going through her mind at that moment in time, then she suddenly looked at me, caught, I smiled, she blushed.
I gently kissed her birth mark that she was so insecure about and I told her "the scar can't do anything to harm that pretty face", as she blushed I began to unlock every part of her body, gently kissing her forehead, cheek, neck, cleavage, by that time her whole body was quivering, I chuckled at the effect of my light, innocent touch. As she gently undressed me I realised she wasn't wearing any underwear, I laughed as she gently led me to the bed and slowly made her way down my body, I tilted my head back while I curled my toes in sheer pleasure and that was all, I guess I went into auto-pilot after that.
After our time together, came my favourite part of my visit "the pillow talk". Words were said so light but had so much weight, I remember her telling me I didn't deserve her, she told me this many times before, so I told her, "if you don't deserve me, then I guess its me that deserves you" she kept quiet and very still, staring into my eyes, tears welling up in hers I almost thought she was looking at something inside my brain box. She began to speak, well it seemed like it, I couldn't hear anything, but I saw her lips moving and I noticed there was a cut there, it looked like she had been biting it, in some weird way it made her look really sexy, everything was so slow, I was wondering what I.R. Douchebag had put in my bag to smoke, my mind continued to twirl until "NoHomosapien???" I suddenly snapped out of it, not because she said my name but it finally clicked.
After a few painful words I sealed my visit, whispering a quote from a book I had read in her ear and I left her there naked, sweaty, ashamed, curled into a ball shivering. The low sound of her gentle sobs still haunt me till this day.
Shit. my smoke just went out.

#Playlist KiD CuDi's Whenever
             KiD CuDi's Pillow Talk